haiz.. now rotting wid kim bside me.. sian.. so boring..

[[ thinking of him.. ]]

know how bored i am? haiz.. yesterday walked pass him.. got ignored.. juz now also.. he was with his friends.. he look.. [[ CUTE ]] omg like omg like omg.. wid the formal thingis.. haiz.. but he was with his friends outside the gals toilet.. diao.. haiz.. but den he and i didnt talk.. he didnt even look at me.. at least thats what i feel.. what do u expect from him.. when he thinks that i was the one that caused all these to myself...? i mean.. he actually said it.. but.. ya i know im selfish.. still want him when i cant even keep him.. haiz.. it was all my fault..

[[ miss him.. yet cant do anythin abt it ]]
[[ feel so bad when i see him.. so paiseh.. ]]

i feel so dumb when im in front of him.. so embarassed.. cuz i feel like a fool.. i did everythin yet i didnt know and cry over it.. dotx.. i dunno how to start talking to him.. will this become like last time again? sorta like history repeating itself..i dun wan that to happen.. well.. last time i thought of it happening.. but now i dont.. i miss him like crazy.. everything i do is like.. dotx.. him.. i dunno le.. im going nutx.....

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